Home is Where the Heart Is?

You know the saying that Home is Where the Heart is? Well now that I am back in Florida I ponder that statement, and wonder if it really is true. Don't get me wrong...I love Kentucky, but I also love Florida just as much. Curious, isn't it? I mean I spent 17 years in Madisonville, and 7 years in Lake Wales, yet both places are my home, and neither one give me a complete satisfaction. When I am in Kentucky I miss my family and my friends. When I am in Florida I miss my family and the winter...and now I miss my youth. I should be at Kentucky Kingdom with them today, in fact. It makes ones head hurt, and causes me to wonder how I can find satisfaction in the fact that they will never be the same place.

Maybe I am over reacting, and things really aren't as hard as I imagine. I love being here with my family...and once I start working and life becomes more stable, things will be better. I can't wait until that day comes, but until it does I am here, and you are there, and we will never be able to make that one place. I must learn to adjust. Maybe I will find Mr. Right in the process...and maybe I'll discover that I am not meant for a Mr. Right. I hope that my life will become more interesting...and that you will continue to read my rants...and see what happens to this girl undone.

It's Been Too Long

I can't believe how long it has been since I've written in this thing. You guys know how faithful I used to be. It was my life to write in this thing. I love giving my interesting view of the world to everyone. My life has been crazy for the past few months and no computer has been my main reason for backsliding when it came to my blog. But no worries, I am moving back to Florida and hopefully that will give me the chance to catch up on this thing called writing.

The grand adventure to Kentucky was less than thrilling. I did meet a few cool people along the way (well I guess I should say re-met). Of course Meser and her family are just an extension of my own, and then there were these two brothers that I met...now friends, don't get your hopes up, they are much too young for me. But the were pretty great kids. (Patrick will probably hate me for calling him a kid). Honestly, I like talking to people who have a brain. Kim one-day-to-be Holloway was also a great addition to people I call friends. I was blessed to have some really awesome people in my life, and I don't think I would be the same without having this opportunity to know them.

Now back to the drawing board for Jess. I will be headed to Florida with the intent of teaching. I think it will be good for me right now, at least I can get my own place and practice being an adult. Don't worry, I am sure Warner will be on my list of frequent places to hang out and I will inevitably revert to my former ways. If you are out there and want to let me know what you think, or don't think, that would be cool. I will be hanging out here in KY until Sunday, so give me a yell if you want to hang with me. Packing is my main priority right now, if you looked in my bedroom you would wonder if I were actually leaving or not.

Signing out