Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Home is Where the Heart Is?

You know the saying that Home is Where the Heart is? Well now that I am back in Florida I ponder that statement, and wonder if it really is true. Don't get me wrong...I love Kentucky, but I also love Florida just as much. Curious, isn't it? I mean I spent 17 years in Madisonville, and 7 years in Lake Wales, yet both places are my home, and neither one give me a complete satisfaction. When I am in Kentucky I miss my family and my friends. When I am in Florida I miss my family and the winter...and now I miss my youth. I should be at Kentucky Kingdom with them today, in fact. It makes ones head hurt, and causes me to wonder how I can find satisfaction in the fact that they will never be the same place.

Maybe I am over reacting, and things really aren't as hard as I imagine. I love being here with my family...and once I start working and life becomes more stable, things will be better. I can't wait until that day comes, but until it does I am here, and you are there, and we will never be able to make that one place. I must learn to adjust. Maybe I will find Mr. Right in the process...and maybe I'll discover that I am not meant for a Mr. Right. I hope that my life will become more interesting...and that you will continue to read my rants...and see what happens to this girl undone.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Jes, I think I know why KY and FL are leaving you satisfied. I believe you are supposed to come to Nashville for now and then journey with me to TX. Don't worry, I have it all figured out!!! We can be friends again!!! It's been 7 years with out you! Whatdaya say?

Anonymous said...

Oh, I forgot to sign my name. Let me know if you can't figure it out...

TAK