So here I am at a point in my life where everything seems to be at a stadstill. I know that I have direction and that I will figure all of this out, but right now I feel as though nothing is quite clear. How does one discover their destiny? I try to look hard for the meaning in my life, but often times I come up short. Everyday seems to hold another riddle, and nothing ever seems to make sense.
Is there actually an answer to the riddles that I see? Am I swimming in a sea that holds no meaning? I guess that the only thing to do is to keep pushing on, to always remember that I am searching for something. I will fing the answer, but until then life must go on.
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Thursday, February 03, 2005
My Tears Are Falling
To my friends, or normal viewers, if there are any of those out there, I apologize for the lack of updates. I do not have regular access to computers, and thus am writing from the public library. Things here are pretty general. I wake up in the mornings, eat breakfast, walk around the lake, read, eat lunch, maybe do some cleaning, or more reading. I usually always end up going to Wal-Mart, but even that is not the same as going to the one in Lake Wales.
I miss you all terribly, and recently I have not been able to control the tears. You are all my dearest friends and I am not getting along well without you. I didn't imagine things would be this hard for me. I can't help but want you all to come into my office and tell me all about the things that are going on in your lives. Instead I must be content with the little bits and pieces I am able to get from you.
Today it is cold outside, and the sun refuses to shine. Everything here has a darker sense to it. I miss the sunshine of Florida, although I do not miss the state. I do, however, miss all of my dear friends, and even more, my family. If anyone reads this and sees one of my family members, will you please hug them for me. I am lonely without them, and it breaks my heart even now to not be with them. Please stay in touch. I will try to be better about writing.
I miss you all terribly, and recently I have not been able to control the tears. You are all my dearest friends and I am not getting along well without you. I didn't imagine things would be this hard for me. I can't help but want you all to come into my office and tell me all about the things that are going on in your lives. Instead I must be content with the little bits and pieces I am able to get from you.
Today it is cold outside, and the sun refuses to shine. Everything here has a darker sense to it. I miss the sunshine of Florida, although I do not miss the state. I do, however, miss all of my dear friends, and even more, my family. If anyone reads this and sees one of my family members, will you please hug them for me. I am lonely without them, and it breaks my heart even now to not be with them. Please stay in touch. I will try to be better about writing.
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